So I know as of lately my emotions has been all over the place. I made it clear this month in my It’s October !! post that I wanted to focus on healing. Inside and out, especially mentally. So it is time to be still for a moment. Also, it time for me too really sit back to identify what is making me feel all of these emotions. With all that being said I had to identify that I was emotionally a mess. I had lost control….. one thing about a person like me losing control scares me. So this month I put myself under the microscope and really worked hard with getting to core of what my grief was. Check out my story to see if I am in the process of recovering from emotional pains and scars! My Story … First I constantly was worry, and complaining a lot. I was worry about being successful, money problem, just a lot of things that everyday people are challenge with. I was mental drained. Also I was suffering from the perfectionism complex. I felt like I had to be perfect. I really can feel the pressure I put on myself. …
